Lately
10:30 pmLately, i don't know...... feeling so tired but i have taken enough rest. Feeling so alone but i have my friends around. feeling so sad but i still can play and laugh. What's wrong? oh it's so weird
There's so much to-do lists. but i dont have any spirit to do this.......... let's pray for me
I don't know
When i want to do A, but everyone ask me to do B. But A is more urgent. But C wait me to be done. D too. E too. but... but... but.... so many reason
When i am walking slowly, i see my rival running to catch his dream. He asked me. i want it. We have same goal but different situation. I know your situation support you to get it. It was different with mine. I can't do anything here. Hmm i just wanna say "I entrust our dream to you, remember me and our effort :)"
When everyone push and i say "i'll try..", you know i am really trying. I don't want to be appreciated but i need your understanding. If you don't get it, put yourself in my shoes and try it. I just need a little respect from you all
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something but you cant replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
When you're too in love to let it go
I really need lights to guide me home
Yap, fix you from coldplay is just like me now
Do you know?
I miss everything
I miss my friends
I miss everyone
I miss all
I miss the-real-me
I miss everything
I miss my friends
I miss everyone
I miss all
I miss the-real-me
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Aaaaaa kak Manda semangaaat!! :) aku tau pasti ada saatnya kita down, atau ngerasa di ambang-ambang. Seneng engga, sedih juga engga. galau... engga, tapi bahagia juga engga. Terlebih lagi, kalo kita ga kuat dan orang percaya kita bisa. Kadang kita ngerasa pengen jadi someone else aja tapi kita pengen jadi diri kita yang dulu. Rindu sesuatu yang entah apa namanya. Tapi kak!! kaya ka manda bilang, kita ga sendiri :) selalu ada temen di samping kita, selalu ada orang-orang yang akan ngedukung kita dalam kondisi apapun kak. Terutama, ada Allah yang selalu merhatiin kita, yang sedia ngedengerin keluh kesah kita :) masih banyak juga bintang-bintang yang siap nerangin kakak kapanpun kaka ngerasa gelap :D There's always a time to be 'not alright' and it's fine to look just like that. because people live, and people learn :) Jadi kak, stay strong kak :D cemungudh ea qa mandoooooo sayang kakaaa ;)
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baru baca ini. dan terharu banget... ganyangka aja dibaca sama kalian. buat kalian, makasih banyak yaa atas supportnya :) seneng banget deh punya adik-adik yang care banget gini ;) tapi jadi malu sendiri karena kalian pakai kata-kataku buat kalian .-. pokoknya makasih!!!! sayang adik-adik bris! <3
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