The ship found its company.The radar found its friends.Just because,we were crossing each other in the middle of the sea.Do you know how the feeling when you meet friends after a long time--especially the same frequencies one?You got excitement,or joy,or warmth,or happinesseven grateful.Maybe there's no suitable word to describe the feelings.But one thing that human didn't realize.When there's an encounter, there's a farewell.Even...Read More

There's something blink in that corner.I wipe the dust off the lamp.Then I realize,I almost forget the function of this device.If it blinks, that means this radar already find the same frequency.It's been a long time since the last it functioned well.It turns out, that similarities become the reason we meet.Finally, my ship doesn't lost by itself in the middle of the ocean....Read More

Breathe in, breathe out. It took some day to me for raising up. Sometimes I think sun is too bright. The other times I think rain is too cold. Like today, and the other days. I always try finding way to loose this longing, to break this silence, to stop act like nothing, last, to fight this defence. Right now, I've never assuring...Read More

Sebulan lah ya kurang lebih aku (dan mungkin beberapa dari kamu) memiliki kehidupan yang berbeda dari yang sebelumnya. Beberapa orang mungkin udah bahas ini, but I want to take notes of this for my self-reflection, but also maybe some of you that read this Di masa pandemik ini, hidup kita pasti relate dengan kehilangan. Don't you realize? Ada orang-orang di luar sana yang kehilangan...Read More

Tulisan kali ini pasti berbeda dengan tulisan lain yang cenderung galau-galau sendu. Kali ini, mau menulis yang just wanna let my mind speak if it can. Gatau juga nadanya akan jadi apa. Entah sendu juga. Entahlah, kita lihat saja. Sesuai judul! Sudah sebulan di rumah aja karena anjuran pemerintah untuk menghindari pandemi. Lalu apa yang terjadi? Banyak sekali, ya. Padahal hanya sebulan. Kali...Read More

there are stars you haven't seen and loves you haven't loved there's light you haven't felt and sunrises yet to dawn there are dreams you haven't dreamt and days you haven't lived and nights you won't forget and flowers yet to grow and there is more that you haven't known yet these days might as well you never get through days as it...Read More

Maybe this time, you're the one who needs the answer. But you're being trusted to be people's source of answers. Don't you see the world have unique way to calm you out? Maybe this time, you're the one who can't think clearly. But people around trust you as the person that have clarity mind. Don't you see the world have unique way for...Read More

Haruskah aku bertanya lagi?  Dengan sedikit cerita, tanpa mendengar suaramu.  Biarkan aku bersua dengan sunyinya alunan musik kala kau ada.  Sebab aku lelah berdiam dengan ramaimu.  Sebab aku takut meledak di hadapanmu.  Haruskah aku bersembunyi lagi?  Dengan kutinggalkan sedikit kenangan.  Sebagai tanda terima kasihku.  Biarkah aku bergemuruh dengan ricuhnya isi pikiranku kala kau ada.  Sebab aku selalu berharap kau bukan hanya mimpi.  Sebab...Read More

It has been being tens months and I have already disappeared from this blog. Whereas this is used to be my remedy or medium for me able struggling day by day. Hmm, it's not a good beginning for long-gone-me start to write. I'm trying not to be care. Not because I hate people, but I'm trying to put myself first--well, advice from many...Read More