Sunflower stands still by the sun. Rain often comes to play hide and seek, but the sun chooses to hide. So, rare to find the standing sunflower now. You might as well hide, like the sun. Letting your sunflower to stand, even if it's your favorite one. Is sunflower still be your favorite? Would you help me to stand?

Why is it so hard to tell the truth? Because it's ugly. Not everyone can accept the ugliness of something. Because they--maybe everyone--just think they deserve something better. Also, not everyone can express their minds out. Be grateful to people that can because it's one of simplest way to let go the burdens. Also, people are afraid of consequences. Futhermore, life is about choice and you have to know it. For example. You never know the truth, don't you? Because I'm too afraid of losing

Ia menari di tengah bisingnya malam. Mengapa bisa? Hanya berdendang sambil menggerakkan kaki. Apa sulitnya? Ia tersenyum dalam palsunya dunia. Mengapa bisa? Yang palsu kan dunia, bukan dirinya. Tinggal menarik otot pipi kiri dan kanan, bisa kan? Ia berkata, "kita akan baik-baik saja". Mengapa bisa? Karena aku mendengar kebohongan dalam hatinya. Aku pun mendengar ada yang pecah dalam hatiku.

Maybe this time, you're the one who needs the answer. But you're being trusted to be people's source of answer. Don't you see the world have unique way to calm you out? Maybe this time, you're the one who can't think clearly. But people around trust you to be the people that have clarity mind. Don't you see the world have unique way for you to help each other?

Haruskah aku bertanya lagi? Dengan sedikit cerita, tanpa mendengar suaramu. Biarkan aku bersua dengan sunyinya alunan musik kala kau ada. Sebab aku lelah berdiam dengan ramaimu. Sebab aku takut meledak di hadapanmu. Haruskah aku bersembunyi lagi? Dengan kutinggalkan sedikit kenangan. Sebagai tanda terima kasihku. Biarkah aku bergemuruh dengan ricuhnya isi pikiranku kala kau ada. Sebab aku selalu berharap kau bukan hanya mimpi. Sebab aku kan menangis ketika terbangun.

Hari ini hujan membuat gusar. Makanan pun tidak memenuhi selera. Tapi aku memilih minggat. Karena aku tidak kenal kata peduli. Aku memilih melanjutkan roda ini berputar Tetapi kau bertingkah seperti anak kecil. Tidak mau bermain ketika dia ada. Lalu iri ketika mainanmu direbut. Kemudian berlari ketika ditegur. Berlari, menghindar, lalu menghilang. Aku pun bersahut untuk berhenti. Atau sambil berlari, silakan kau tengok sekitarmu. Bukan kamu seorang diri yang sedang berjuang. Bukan berlari yang dapat kau jadikan pilihan. Aku pun berjuang, maka kau harusnya begitu. Begitu kataku, kepada diriku.

Is it weird to find heartbreaking movie, sad song, or just touchy content for some moments? I think it isn't. Because in this fake adultery world, we need to be honest in ourselves. Even, I need effort to be honest with myself